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This is my 100th Post. I figured I would do something special like do a survey to reveal more about myself, or something.

ABC About You Questions

A - AVAILABLE: For a Limited Time Only!!! Free Shipping! But really, I am available, but that doesn't mean I'm looking.

B - BIRTHDAY: 1o.24

C - CRUSHING ON: Man, I crush on a LOT of things, a person, and a handful of celebrities.

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: H2o

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Most of my close friends are.

F - FAVORITE SONG: Too many. I think 1 of them would have to be... Pump It Up by i:gorrr

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears.

H - HOMETOWN: I can't tell you where my secret hideout is. The jig will be up, then!

I - IN LOVE WITH: Life. Books. Paris. Food. Photography. Typewriters. Ink. Bedsheets. Sam.

J - JUGGLE: I can for a few seconds. Beanbags only.

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Not in real life.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?: to San Francisco, Manila to crap, I'm having a brain-fart right now. I'll add the answer in later.

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Vanilla, usually. Chocolate when I want to be fat. Strawberry when I want something extra sweet.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: N/A

O - ONE WISH: To do what I want in life without my parents' disapproval.

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My boss.

R - REASON TO SMILE: Cute food, good jokes, dirty jokes, after helping someone, clouds, a full moon, rain... I'd be here all night...

S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: I can't remember...

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7:30 or so.

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: A majority of it is white.

V - VEGETABLE(S): I eat them... ? I don't really like celery and brussel sprouts taste a little off.

W - WORST HABIT: Being lazy, getting lost in dreams, getting lost on the Internet.

X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Teeth, chest... and that's it.

Y - YOYOS ARE: hard to play with. ):

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU
Spell your name without vowels: tmn j vldvs gb

Your favorite number: 9 or 29. 29, the most.

What color do you wear most?: I'm not really sure. I'm hoping to transition to a grey/black for a more professional-vibe.

Least favorite colors?: Pastel versions of all the colors and baby pink.

What are you listening to?: The wind blowing about quite violently, rattling my screen.

Are you happy with your life right now?: It could be worse, but I know it could be better, so... happy enough.

What is your favorite class in school?: I'm finished with that, but I guess I'm still taking a band class, so I like that!

Who is your best friend: I have many, and to name them isn't important.

When do you start back at school/college?: Never. I am finished.

Are you outgoing?: It depends on the situation, but mostly no.

Favorite pair of shoes?: My "adventure shoes" from Paris.

Can you dance?: Not as well as others, but I'm occasionally alright with making a fool out of myself.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I've never tried because I'm afraid I won't be able to do it. I have issues with being wrong, or not being able to do something correctly the first time. I have, however, been told I'm a good kisser.

Can you whistle?: Yes.

Cross your eyes?: Yes.

Walk with your toes curled?: Yes. Why I would ever need to, I don't know.

THE DO’S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: I expect so.

Do you believe in miracles?: Sure.

Do you believe in magic?: In a young girl's heart? Of course I believe in magic. What comes out when my unicorn farts?

Love at first sight?: In a way.

Do you believe in Satan?: Last I checked, he was in love with Sadaam Hussein.

Do you believe in Santa?: For all those around the age of 10, yes.

Do you know how to swim?: Not exactly.

Do you like roller coasters?: They're alright.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: I wouldn't eat a giant spider.

Have you ever been on a plane?: Y

Have you ever asked someone out?: N

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Y

Have you ever been to the ocean?: Y

THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside?: IDK.

What radio station do you listen to?: Several.

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Someplace in the Holiday Inn.

What was the last thing you bought?: A Hello Kitty bracelet.

What was the last thing on TV you watched: The Walking Dead & I Survived...

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Pieces of myself and probably someone in Paris.

Who did you last webcam with?: Sam.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Sam.

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out?: Y

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: I don't think I have, but that just can't be right.

Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Y

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Y

Do you cry when you get an injury?: I don't get injured often, and if I do get inured it's never enough to make me cry.

Do certain songs make you cry?: Y

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: I used to be an even happier person.

CURRENTLY WEARING

I love how the "Happy Section" was one question long.

What is your current hair color?: Black. It has never changed, and for that, I'm sort of annoyed.

What shirt are you wearing?: None; a white tank-top.

Pants?: Pyjama pants.

Shoes?: Kitty slippers.

Necklaces?: None.
Underwear?: Tan.

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: I was going to write blue, but realized 75% of the boys I've been with didn't have blue eyes.

I don't really have a preference. Eyes aren't known to make me swoon at first sight.

Short or long hair: Doesn't matter either, but having some to play with is nice.

Height: N/A; everyone is taller than me.

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: N

Mooned someone: N

Laughed so hard you cried: Y

Cried in school: Y

Wanted to be a model: Y

Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: ... Maybe? I really don't remember right now.

Seen a dead body: N

Been on drugs: N

Gone skinny dipping: N. I'm disappointed. I was hoping by this age I had done it by now.

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Both.

Single or Group Dates: Single.

Chocolate or Vanilla: Both, but Vanilla more preferable.

Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.

Meat or Veggies: Both.

TV or Movie: TV.

Guitar or Drums: Both.

Adidas or Nike: Nike.

Chinese or Mexican: Both.

Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes.

Name one random thing about myself: I lost my retainers in college, and worry about my teeth getting out of alignment sometimes.

If you're wondering how I'm doing:
- Headache.

Good stuff yesterday, but headache now, so ... guess I'll be later.

- Woke up late (naturally).
+ Finished Crazy Cock.
+ First Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End & Prince Caspian-ish
+ Cleaned room a little.
- mum was feeling bad, so she came home early and
+ we went out on a mission. Hope everything's okay.
+ Played with makeup before she came.

I think it's funny that I started being interested in makeup after the age of 20.
Shouldn't it have happened sooner?

+ The Walking Dead.
+ Testing nail polish shades.

Seeing as that this day was full of positives, I think tomorrow will be just as good.

Re: Saturday, November 20, 2010

+/- Rainy & cloudy; if only it weren't so windy.
~ Late-ish, but that was because of the previous night.
~ Little naps snuck about the day.
- Womanly pains... ):
+ Science: Rainbow Jello Shots
Results: Success!
New Discovery: RJS + champagne
+ First Flasking.
+ The Producers, Blazing Saddles, Young Frankenstein, and Robin Hood: Men in Tights. There. I did it. Another Mel Brooks marathon is coming, apparently.

Questions/Wonders:
I wonder what it takes to turn on a guy. I mean, I most definitely know, but what's say "the minimum"? I'm sure it varies.

Re: Friday, November 19, 2010

- Started the day late.
+ Purchased first: concealer & bronzer. It's about time I learn about them.
+ Bought ingredients for birthday cookies.
-- Got in a yell-fest with mum for stupid reasons (that could be elaborated on later).
~ Sulked a little.
+ Called parents for free-times & scheduling.
+ Suddenly realized cookies had to be made.
And luckily for me, they came out good on the first try.

+ Gave cookies to Mike (because it is his birthday).
+ Mike, Trey, and I got Thai food; once again, another getting-along-with-them-better-day.
~ Had to drop off Trey.
+ 2 hours in WalMart, 8 Silly straws and a Cinderella wand later:
+ Russell Brand is on Larry King.
I have never seen so much of this man anywhere on anything in my life. I feel spoiled.
A majority of this bloomed(?) when I was in Paris.

Anyway.
Obviously a great night.

Now you're telling me
You're not nostalgic
Then give me another word for it
You who are so good with words
And at keeping things vague
- from Diamonds & Rust. A Joan Baez song we tried out.
It was like nonsensical rambling, and were the only words that stuck out at me aside from the line about someone's eyes being bluer than robins' eggs.

I'm so full (of food)
I'm so full (of ideas)

but I'm tired. It's 1:22.

"Morning Survey"

Yes, I realize it's 23:18. It's morning somewhere on Earth.

Mood:
Exhausted.

What month is your birthday?
October.

Current outfit?
Cat In the Hat boxers, a sports bra, and a green button-down sweater.

Would you rather have the ability to fly or be invisible?
I believe 'invisible' would be more acceptable in today's society. But if everyone else were 'okay' with seeing a human flying without a rocket-pack, I would choose the latter.

Current nail polish?
Clear. Does that even count?

Do you have any pets?
Yes, a lonely cockatiel. He doesn't have a name.

What is your favorite board game?
I don't really have one. Carrcasonne is entertaining.

Do you have any allergies?
Yes, but nothing out of the ordinary: cats & grass.

What holiday makeup collection (if any) are you most excited about this year?
I don't care for holiday collections of any sort. I do, however, get excited about makeup collections, or makeup in general. I'm excited for the TokiDoki collection appearing in Sephora, and hoping M.A.C. does more for that "evil female Disney character"-look. They forgot Ursula. (Yes, I know there's a name for that line, but I'm too lazy to push Ctrl+T to Google it. Had I not typed this, I probably would have found my answer by now.)

Weekly goals:
Bake good cookies for Mike's birthday, clean my room, call some parents to schedule tutoring hours, mail some things, and to stop hating Canada for not delivering a present that was ordered for a friend (who's birthday was over a month ago).

+ Concert

+ Held a Kindle

+ Played chess, though it was crazy-pressure just because it was with Trey. -_-

+ Makeup success. I think I'll wear red lipstick more often.

+ Went to Sephora... now I'm itchin' for some goodies to play with. Crap.

+ Got another student.

++ Realize that with how much I earn with tutoring, I'll be okay with loans for at least 1 year.

I'm a little tired... I watched Conan.

I have a foot fetish, and constantly worry about how ugly my feet are. They are flat and I have a slight bunion probably because I wore 3-inch heel-platform shoes through most of junior or senior year of high school.

I'm also concerned about lower back pain when I'm older, but mostly I just wish I had an arch.

It would make me feel better about myself, and this might sound absurd, but quite possibly: more feminine. I would possess extra curves!

I've talked about d'orsay pumps here before (one of my favorite, favorite things). I can't wear them (rather, I shouldn't wear them) because they aren't flattering on flat feet.

Cooking Weekend

+ Stuck my nose in Crazy Cock. Enjoying it a little better now.

+ Made apple cheesecake... chimichangas (? I'm not actually sure of the correct term).

Result: Meh. I believe the "cheesecake" part of the recipe needs to be fixed.

+ Watched some TV about life & aliens; now an episode of I Survived,

- which I miss watching with Hannah.

I dislike living with my parents.

Since the trip to Paris, it doesn't seem as horrible/hopeless as it used to be (this is a good thing).

Anyway, I noticed that I constantly wonder why/how my parents got married. They don't beat each other up, or fight terribly 24-7, but something feels off every now and then. It's just difficult to comprehend that these two decided they were compatible.

Maybe that's just "normal". Whatever that is.

If I ever get married, I hope by the time I'm 50 I will still be getting along with my husband without (what seems like High School Musical) bickering.

+ Remembered carousels & maki... French kissing for the first time.

- Forgot to watch an episode of 30 Rock.

- I spent 50% of the day feeling guilty for staying out late and forgetting Pacquiao was going to fight Margarito.

+ 30% creating cinnamon tortilla crunchies.

+ 5% watching a scary French movie with dad.

+ 15% screaming for Manny Pacquiao.

(I can do math, right?)

I was honestly scared for Manny this fight (moreso than for his previous fight with Clottey) because he was smaller than Margarito. But Pacquiao proved his talent once again. That man really is a beast. He basically punched Margarito's face like Kirby dancing on opponents' heads in Super Smash Bros... like Chun Li's Lightning Kick, but with fists.

I'm glad Manny won, but I also hope Margarito will be okay. The last 3 rounds were brutal.

+ Chit-chats...

- I haven't exercised in a Week. Uh oh...

+ Dita von Teese and weird feet too, so I should stop worrying about mine.

Maybe I'll be almost okay with it finally.

+ Read some works by Lewis Carroll.

+ I really liked Chapter 4 of Crazy Cock

I feel like I'm forgetting something...

Sometime between Today and Yesterday

- Lazy, irresponsible; delayed tests & rushed mailings.

+ Chit-chats & dance-crap.

- Cup-o-noodle Fail.

+ Motivation to make taquitos.

- Wrong tortilla-type

+ Discovered chalupa-like puffs.

- Mum rambles & skips through subjects.

I get very annoyed when the chatter is happy, and then she suddenly turns and mumbles about how the house is in "shambles". Yes, I apparently live in a shit-hole. (No, I don't. I don't live in a huge, immaculate house, but we're not living in "shambles".)

Yes, we're Asian, there will always be shoes near the door no matter how much you try not to keep them there.

Maybe the pantry wouldn't be so full if you actually checked what was in it, or made a grocery list (not some half-assed one you decided to piece together before leaving) whenever you went shopping so you didn't accidentally purchase more of the same thing (causing it to go past its expiration date).

Maybe we shouldn't buy so much food; we don't eat it ALL anyway.

+ First bite of McRib.

+/- Double Cheeseburger... at night.

+ Blueberry daquiri & crazy straws; quest complete.

+ First snifting.

+ Blue moon & Orange.

+ The Best Little Whorehouse in Texas

"It's a Japanese slingshot!", "What?"

Dolly Parton wrote "I Will Always Love You" in 1973

+ 70% of Inglorious Basterds.

+ VW seat-warmers.

- I'm still not good at movies/pop culture.

To be honest, I don't really give a damn.

- I'm a little annoyed I stayed out this late because now I'll be too tired to wake up early & exercise.

But I had fun. Oh well.

Today's adventure

+ Driving.

+ Setting FM-2 to my stations w/o bothering Dad's settings.

++ Lola Alice is doing fine.
+ Minecraft, now on Easy:

+ Killed several Spiders, Zombies, and a Skeleton.

+ Short chit-chats make me feel special.

~ Some boys are confusing.

- Kind of disappointed with Crazy Cock, but I continue.

+ Finished The Alchemist (2 days ago???); Great!

Re: Saturday, November 6, 2010

Saturday, November 6, 2010

+ New Zealand Natural ice cream & frozen yogurt

+ Forever21—crap! I need a job.
+ Statues.
+ Borders
+ Due Date? Cute.
+ T.G.I.F. — what? I ate all my food??
… Maybe I’ll recall/edit later. It’s kinda late.

R: Hurt doesn't hurt as much as it used to; time does heal everything.

+ Someday, I would like to be able to say:

So then I was like, "Fuck y'all. I'm gonna bring some weird into this town."

And this city hasn't been the same ever since.

+ Finished Dracula.

+ 4/5 students assessed.

+ The Alchemist, by Paulo Coelho

+ Crazy Cock, by Henry Miller

+ Expressions of want.

+ Smelling like Paris

+ Additional, small writing projects.

>* The Weekend.

I have decided I will write about whatever I think up. No more of this, "I don't think that's very important"-business.

Apparently I miss Paris; I dreamt we were getting off the Metro in Montmarte.

Oddly enough Tom Hanks was mixed in the dream, though not in the Paris-part, and I'm not the one with The DaVinci Code obsession.

+ Getting on with Trey better; car ride = success

+ Scott Pilgrim vs. the World. V cute; I should try firetruck red lipstick more often for boldness.

~ Not sure what to do with these odds & ends I have...

++ Recently re-hired as a tutor again.

Re: Halloween

+1,000pts. on make-up application skills

+ Hair actually turned pink

+ bunny mask for future Halloweens [*Must take care of it.]

+ Cat has learned to love me

+ Girl chit-chats

But we forgot the cupcakes...

+ Birthday presents exchanged

I had 2 Dreams on Sunday.

D1: Having to do with chasing around Mitch Hedberg around a college campus; one that we were attending for some reason (a phrase familiar to when dreams are being re-told). Chasing him around because we were kind of buddy-buddy, but not ready to admit we had a crush on each other. We kissed at the end of the dream. It was sweet, with good intention, but it was unfortunately revolting because he suddenly developed zits around his mouth, or it was a suggestion of herpes.

I woke up and thought:

I kissed the wrong comedian, and I disliked it.

D2: I continued on to have a dream about Russell Brand, some adventure-dream that I'm sad to say I can't quite remember. Fun time. No kissing. Much laughing.

I don't usually have kissing dreams or dreams about celebrities, thus I am making note of these.

I had 1 Dream on Saturday.

Sam and I were either dry humping or fucking during after hours in a band room that was attached to a luxurious college library. It was dark, but we stopped because I thought I saw a shadow approach the room.

Hm.

>* I should get my flute fixed.

~ Not sure what to do with these odds & ends I have...